There are times in life when a person just goes out of his mind because he doesnt have anything to do. I am going out of my mind trying to figure out some activity in my life. I guess I am not organized because there is a lot I should be doing and yet i am procastinating. I could easily utilise this spare time to fill out application forms, practice pyschometric tests, etc. The key is to not feeling sorry for yourself which i tend to do at times. My mum told me to be pro-active and not feel so down all the time. Anyway I hope i get to move back to London soon because I have had enough of this town.

I had planned to write some more stuff but I cant seem to remember what I had planned because I wrote it all down in my diary (which i dont have with me at this moment. three cheers for me) Oh yeah i watched the simpsons movie last night and i think it was worth every penny. I was really excited before watching the movie and I am glad it did not disappoint me at all. I guess everyone was quite excited about the movie. Homer is my favorite TV Character.

Anyway I am not so sure what i should do with my future. There are so many opportunities out there which i have not yet availed. I dont know if i should stick here or go back to pakistan. My family and friends believe i should stay here and find a job while some of my friends think i should find a job in Dubai. I dont want to go to Dubai. It’s either London or Pakistan. London makes me feel at home because my friends live there. At least I can hang out with them on the weekends. I miss them a lot because it’s been a while since we all hung out. I am feeling a bit low nowadays and this is one reason why my blog is suffering. My lack of enthusiasm and low spirits have damaged the essence of my blog. I dont make any sense anymore.