The past weekend was quite horrible for me as I was going through a personal problem as well as financial. I am quite pissed off with the fact that my employers have yet to pay me and my co workers. They find it fit to pay all the managers a handsome amount of money but the people who bring in all the money are treated like shit. I was shocked as they kept making promises to pay but havent paid us as yet. It sucks to work for Pakistanis as they are the most dodgy and untrustworthy of the whole lot. They sit around having pizzas and burgers for lunch while they claim they dont have any money to pay anyone. They have big fancy four wheel drives and yet they expect to get away without paying anyone of us. I regret taking up a job with them even if it was for the short term. It has given me more stress than working for the diva. It is true when they say money is the source of all evil. We all know they have money and yet they haven’t paid us. I felt bad as I had no money to eat this weekend. I am glad for a fact that i went over to my uncle’s place where they fed me well but the it was only because they are hospitable and caring. They had no idea what I was going through as I could not bear to moan and bitch about this fact with them. I am so glad I had 3 packets of instant noodles with me otherwise I wouldnt have anything to eat on saturday. The worst bit is that all these late payments have delayed everything for me and I am unable to make any savings. If i had some savings I would have coped with it. My stomach was growling all day today and I was feeling quite dizzy and unsure of everything. I felt like crying because I did not know what to do. I work hard to get the money and yet I haven’t been paid. My employers make us cry for our money like as if we dont have any rights. They keep putting more and more pressure on us everyday. My heart was cursing them because I was so hungry I didn’t know what to do. It reminded me of the dreadful time I had three years ago when I was in a terrible position because I had no job. I don’t know how but I managed to go over to my cousin’s place to borrow some money for food. My cousin only had a tenner on her at that time but was kind enough to give it to me. It sucks that I dont even have any money to travel to work tomorrow but then I informed my managers that they should do something about it. I am sitting here writing this as I am really annoyed and am burning up with anger as they have crossed all limits. I pray that my IT education does not go to waste and I get a proper job where I make a decent income. Save me from all these troubles Allah and help me. I know it’s a test for me and I hope I shall prevail InshAllah. Screw all Pakistanis who screw with their own people. I shall see you all on the day of Judgement and boy it wont be good for all of you. You all have messed with the wrong guy.